What Goes around...

I told my Boss today I'd not be returning to work after today. I was so scared and Nervous, but I talked to the people at work and had alot of support.

I feel like it's a big move for me. I'm used to my Boss and co-workers and It's like we are family. Janice is like my women to women counsler here and always helps me out when she can see I'm upset.

I'm sad to leave. So many life changes all at once. I've worked here for 3 years. and today at 4:30 is my last time clocking out....

I totally didn't think I'd be this sad over quitting here. Its like on graduation day when you suddenly realize your never going to see all these people again, thats how I feel right now.

I know things will get better. I know I can survive and This job is going to make it all possible...

I can't wait to overcome all the hurt Mo has done to me. I can't wait to move further with my life and my Baby Girl.

If it wasn't for her, I'd have no reason. But she will always be my reason for living. She is my reason to smile and care. I'm blessed.

My next step is getting this pain out of me. Forcing myself to let it go. It all sounds so easy, But it's so hard.

I hope someday Both of them try to care what they have/are doing. I hope they can learn to be a little less cold hearted. They both hurt me.

I have never and will never cheat on anyone, No one deserves this. Especially not me. All I wanted was a family, and all I got was lies and someone elses pussy juice on my mans dick. It was all a waste, except for the Fact of Emma.

Emma is Amazing. She's my life. My Love. My Happiness.

Fuck people that cheat. Fuck people that Lie. Fuck people that abuse. Fuck people that Hurt others.

Once a Cheater, Always a cheater. They both cheat, and I can't wait for the day they start cheating on eachother.

What goes around comes around, and I can't wait for it to come around.